captivity

[full_of_wrath]

Kirk gets called in. Mostly because Khan has made two duty officers guarding his cell ask to be relieved, one of them in tears.

He creates a lot of wear and tear, in general.

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[kobayashiwhatnow]

"Where are they?"

But he doesn't really expect an answer to that, won't be frustrated if there isn't one. He just needs to close up loopholes.

[full_of_wrath]

"Either with the biological weaponry department or incinerated, depending on whether he's a step ahead of you."

Drinking his water, quickly.

[kobayashiwhatnow]

He flips open his communicator and relays that to Spock. He doesn't make any promises or try to offer any condolences, though; either one seems false or premature right now.

"I'm going to see if I can't have you transferred."

[full_of_wrath]

"Don't."

He tells him, shortly, hand curling around the glass.

"It's fine. It's- it's a hell of my own making."

[kobayashiwhatnow]

"The point isn't punishment."

Kirk reminds him roughly. It's not like this is easy for him, either; he loved Pike. There is a significant part of him that wants Khan to suffer for what he did.

He stands, with a typically Kirk-ish 'Don't go anywhere', and he goes back to his cabin to work on the proposal. It takes finagling and collaborating with Spock, but eventually the request is granted: Khan will be moved to the Enterprise to work through his sentence.

Seeing the 23rd century in motion is, Kirk argued, going to be more beneficial to Khan than forcing him to accept his head being invaded. Of course he'll be under armed guard at all times, and Spock has come up with methods of taking Khan down fast if he turns...all of which Kirk hopes won't be necessary. And he'll stay in the brig.

[full_of_wrath]

He's staring at him angrily, now, at the dismissal and at the presumption Kirk is showing in deciding to swoop in to the rescue, and all of this.

A pulse hits him square between the eyes, a reminder that leaping through space and crushing his larynx would be wrong, and he drops his waterglass in surprise, shattering all over the floor and his bare feet.

[kobayashiwhatnow]

"You accept having your mind invaded because it's uncomfortable for you. That doesn't do any good for the people you hurt."

Kirk snaps, invigorated by Khan's ire.

"This is about retribution, it's not about putting you through hell."

[full_of_wrath]

"It keeps the damage from spreading,"

He snarls, because cause in point, he's staring down at his feet now.

"But if you'd rather I be a bauble or your shelf, I suppose I don't get a say."

[kobayashiwhatnow]

"Then we'll take a team of counselors. And no, you don't get to decide your own consequences, you're a prisoner. You murdered people. The only say you get is where you're at in your recovery."

He whips away from Khan and goes to the wall, to access the medi files on him. What damage, he wonders, how could Khan be damaged with his healing abilities?

[full_of_wrath]

"Are you looking at my medical information?"

He all but snarls. And then hits the floor, all in a thump, because he's envisioning gutting him.

[kobayashiwhatnow]

Kirk does the instinctive but foolish thing and rushes over to check on him. He doesn't bother calling for a doctor; the empaths will already know.

[full_of_wrath]

He growls at him, and starts dragging himself back towards the bed, while people come running.

A few orderlies come in, helping him under the blankets while he works on breathing deeply. One tries to take Kirk out by the elbow, since that's really enough of that.

[kobayashiwhatnow]

"What's wrong with him?"

Kirk demands, allowing himself to be grudgingly escorted.

[full_of_wrath]

"We're working on his aggression response. He leaps straight for anger, and when he does, people get killed."

The young woman explains, helpfully.

"It's the modification component of his treatment, which I understand you want to cut short?"

[kobayashiwhatnow]

"I want to redirect it."

Kirk corrects, but with no small measure of doubt now. Maybe it would be safer to take a few telepaths along.

But then how would Khan learn to control it on his own? He had controlled it the whole time Kirk had him on board, the whole time they'd gone to find Marcus--even right there on the bridge, he hadn't attacked anyone.

But then, Kirk had had plenty of leverage, and Khan hadn't known he wouldn't use it.

"Dammit. Look, can you send me records of his progress here?"

[full_of_wrath]

"Of course, Captain. But might I make a suggestion? As someone who knows him."

She knows Kirk too, which is why she waits for his permission rather than pushing.

[kobayashiwhatnow]

He'd been looking back at Khan's door, but his attention pulls back to her.

"I have a feeling I'll need all the suggestions I can get."

Which is a 'go ahead'.

[full_of_wrath]

"You think, and he does too, that we're forcing him to grieve all over again. This couldn't be further from the truth."

She says, earnestly, eyes bright and wide.

"The truth is, he has never mourned the loss of his people. Now, he has lost every one of them. It was going to be like this, with or without our help. Let us take him through the anger, safely. You fear we will hold him to a standard he cannot attain- that is not the case. We want only for him to survive with his soul intact."

[kobayashiwhatnow]

"I want to maintain contact with his ship. He's the only one they'll answer to, and they'll be out of range in a month."

Kirk takes her by the arm and gently pulls her aside, voice low.

"I want him to go back to his people if he can--complete some form of therapy. I've worked next to him, I think he'll do best if he has somewhere to direct the grief, while he has you walking him through it."

[full_of_wrath]

"After the year he has had, he will work best if he is given choices."

She tells him, just as sincerely.

"He longs, very badly, for his story to be heard. For someone in that uniform to say, and to mean, 'what was done to you was wrong.' In light of his crimes that may never happen, but I fear what happens if the Admiral's sentence comes down light."

[kobayashiwhatnow]

"It won't."

It can't. Kirk is aware belatedly that the counselor probably feels the desperation and rage he's feeling, and he licks his lips and looks down to try to rein it in.

"I can give him choices. Just tell me how likely it is he'll ever be rehabilitated."

[full_of_wrath]

"How would you describe success, in this case, Captain Kirk?"

She wants to hear.

"What would be rehabilitation, for Khan Noonien Singh? His full name."

[kobayashiwhatnow]

"I don't know."

He says it with a lost, humorless chuckle.

"I'd count it a success if he realized why he can't run around killing innocent people to get at who he wants."

But that's complicated, for reasons Khan has pointed out: Kirk would kill to save his crew. He has before.

"If he's going to be awake in this century I want him to know how to live in it."

[full_of_wrath]

"He is, perversely, safer if you keep him from his family. We will never succeed in teaching him not to kill in their service."

She says, head inclining.

"My fear is that all the same, he will simply begin to kill in yours."

[kobayashiwhatnow]

"What-- mine? My crew hates him."

Not as deeply as Kirk has reason to, but many of them served Pike once.

"And look, I can't go in there and tell him it's always wrong to kill. It's always unfortunate to kill, but I've taken lives for my crew and I'll do it again. He knows that, he's seen me do it."